took that personality test and here's what came out:  it fits me very well.

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality: You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. son. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

still no response from the letter

cn't:  i think i'm confused, but i think i know what to do.  i think i know where i made the mistake in trying to get this guy.  after going through so many wrong guys in my life, i thought i actually found the right one (at least for awhile).  it had to be wrong timing and knowing myself i just had to try even though i knew it wasn't going to work.  i actually let my guard down and opened my feelings up.  i never told anyone how much i cared or how deep my feelings were and when i finally did with this one, it gets thrown in my face.  i need to stop throwing my feelings around.  i think its the beginning of realizing that i need to go back to my old ways and just not care anymore about things.  if things actually happen, they happen.  i just don't think i should let my feelings get the best of me.  i need to do my own thing and if they want to come around, they'll come to me.  they need to work for me and i need to learn that.   i can't just give in to everything and trying to please people because it's just going to get me into trouble and my heart is going to hurt a lot more than it should.

sometimes i think what would it be like if i wasn't here.  maybe things would be easier.  i wouldn't feel lonely wanting to know about my future life.  i sometimes think that i will forever be lonely and that i wasn't meant to have someone.  kind of sadens me to think, but beginning to have no hope now.

today was so hard.  woke up so sad that i didn't want to go to work but i need the money.  i listened to only 2 songs the whole day and it was hard to keep back those tears but i did it.  can't show the tears.  i can't stop thinking, all day i thinking.  try to do work, but found myself thinking.  can't even do my homework.  i keep thinking and thinking.  all i want to do is sleep.  just sleep all day and all night and wake up in like 2 years or so....just want things to be better.  i know the days are going to be hard.  its going to be a long spring break.

Thinkin' About You